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540. I am dying on the inside, people think I am happy and they think I have it all together but I consider life itself and whether it’s worth living every day. It sounds cliche but it’s the truth.

539. Whenever I feel sad or alone, I listen to Sweet Disposition by The Temper Trap really loud and close my eyes. For some reason, it soothes me. It makes me feel not so sad, or not so alone.

538. I’m so happy. I’m so lucky.

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Thank you! I don’t know if ‘Psst …’ will still want to help me out, but I am certainly back. 

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537. I secretly fancy the guy I publicly hate. I have a huge crush on him and I get butterflies every time he teases me in class. It took me a while to admit it to myself but now that I have it has been a lot harder to hide it. I’d die from embarrassment if he found out, especially since he doesn’t like me.

536. I like this boy. I’ve told him I like him but he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m not a big enough slut for him. He says he doesn’t know who he likes but whenever we talk I’m always happy. He brought up to one of my friends that he would hook up with me, but wouldn’t date me, and all my friends say we should do friends with benefits. Ive liked this guy forever. It would kill me if he got a girlfriend. I don’t know what to do.

535. I wish I would stop having dreams about us breaking up. It’s only happened twice, but in my opinion, that’s two times too many. Especially when I know they have no basis. It’s just really annoying.

534. Someone I’ve been secretly in love with really likes a friend of mine. She doesn’t know how I feel about him or that he likes her. Funny thing is, I’m not jealous. I’m not even angry. I really want him to be happy because I utterly adore it when he smiles. It just destroys me that I can’t be the girl to make him smile. It hurts that I’m not enough.

533. Once I told the person I love that I’m 21, but I’m 17. Now I’m scared. Really scared. I feel like I’m the biggest liar on the Earth. Once someone told him my real age, but I lied again. So I lied twice to the person I love. Problem would be nothing, but he’s much older than me and I’m underage and we drink alcohol together and had sex. I think he wants a serious relationship, so just kill me somebody, please.

532. I’m scared of being happy. So many awful things have happened to me, and every time things go right, more go wrong. I’ve become terrified of too many good things happening at once without anything bad happening.

531. People think I’m lesbian. Nope, no I’m not. I just got my heart broken too many times to fall in love… Just because I don’t squeal over the boys you guys like means that I don’t like men. Yes, I do not want to be in a relationship right now. I don’t want to end up like you people. Whores. Maybe one day, I’ll fall in love once more.

530. I wish all that shit didn’t happen to me. Maybe the last four years of my life would have been better.

529. I want to lock myself away in a small room or closet. I prefer it that way. I’m almost entirely a hermit anyhow.

528. I can’t watch romantic movies anymore because it makes me want to cry. It makes me think about when I told my boyfriend I loved him, and he told me he didn’t know how he felt he just knew that he cared a lot. It broke my heart then and still does to think that he may be using me. I still long to hear those words, its been six months and I know he needs time but I don’t know how much time I can give him. Every time we talk or text I just want to say I LOVE YOU! but instead I have to bite my tongue, suck it up and silently break apart inside. I don’t want to leave him but I just don’t know if I can justify me staying for more than 8 months without hearing those three little words.